Why does this always happen?? I dont want to be here yet i am. Ium sat in a shed on my ownwith degraw playing wishing that i was anywhere but herer. I could be at home in my comfort zone but im not, im here and i hate it im shaking i dont want to be here theres so many people and i hate everyone and they all hate me and i feel so uncomfortable and i need to cut because i cant deal with them or this and i just want to be at home.
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Im not ready for this, i needed him i need someone just to talk to but I dont want to be a burden but he’s given up on me just like everyone else did. Im so close and it hurts so much and i have exams tomorow but I dont even want to be here, im so close.
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I’ve given up now, because i don’t see the point anymore. I dont think i’ll be on here for a while because I really cant be bothered with anything or anyone, i cant be bothered living.
Everything’s kinda falling apart
I feel so terrible and I just want to go find a hole to die in. But I have exams and shit. I hate this and everything and blueegehghhgo
This is me being hugged at prom by one of my teachers after I burst into tears because I hated being there. Everyone said it would be better when I got there, but it wasn’t it was horrible and I felt so self concious and it didn’t help that i’d tried to cover my scars up and it had just made my arm go orange. I sat in the toilet for half an hour crying. It was horrible, worst experience ever and I hate myself for going because now I feel so much worse.
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